hiiii literally sounds like i wrote this post wow lol. ive been wanting to start searching for a therapist in that field as well. i moved to springfield close to a decade ago to attend bible college. i graduated and worked at a church up until the pandemic basically. major religious trauma but ive settled down with my partner and have found peace in simply not having faith anymore. the not so peaceful part is all the relationships ive lost or that have become weird since. sometimes i wish i could move to another city and start over where no one knew me as “christian.” but its just not time to move yet