I really, really appreciate all of your comments and the private messages people have sent. Thank you for helping me feel less alone. I do have several online spaces that I frequent that are helpful but I think I just long for in-person friends and community. We moved here two years ago and between the pandemic and deconstructing, it’s been really challenging. Just knowing that there are others like me around helps. Maybe one day I can be a part of starting some kind of safe community for people like us. For now, I will be checking out the people and resources you have all mentioned.