That’s the thing though I am not asking for pain medication, I feel I being prejudged because other doctors thought I needed it in the past as a result there is not mutual respect and times it feels like disrespect. This lack of respect is creating distrust on both my end and doctor’s end, in turn it gets me feeling like there is no point in telling them stuff because when I do I feel like not only are they listening and or discounting the things I tell them. For example I told them I had covid recently and that I have been feeling flushed, hot and nauseous. They didn’t even speak to that because I mentioned I had pain running down my leg when I stood. I find the nausea and sense of hotness more debilitating. I feel invalidated, unrespected, and that my health is at risk because they’re not paying attention.