Here’s the issue. You didn’t fuck UP, you fucked DOWN.

The fact you admitted to splitting with the hottie for no reason to try and get with a duck. Like what?! Bro, I’m out here with no ladies and just ONE hottie is all a brotha is asking for.

Sounds like your curiosity is heavy coming into the dating world. Which is cool. Just stay single until you know you wanna do that ONE thing with that ONE person. Stop going out and emotionally and mentally damaging people. You aren’t any better than a rapist at that point.