People here saying stuff like: "You do you," or: "be glad you're not a dime a dozen" but they seem to glance over one important thing.

From reading your TIFU I can tell you're still at a young age, yet you're feeling lonely. That's something you need to address. You should go out of your way to find people in your area that have similar interests than you. And there are. Plenty of "weirdo's" out there. If you really can't find anyone in your area, find online friends that share some interests with you.

It's not healthy to feel lonely. Go out of your way to find someone, whether it's a group of people or just a single person, that you can interact with about things you both like.

Good luck on your journey. And never forget it's not bad to be a "weirdo," it's worse to deny yourself. Embrace your oddities, weird habits and unusual preferences! "Being yourself" is something very little people dare to do, even though being the real you is the best you can be.

I hope you'll find someone to share your hobbies/interests with!