Yo- so this was a rollercoaster but I think there are actually a LOT of lessons you can learn from this experience. Easier said than done but I think setting boundaries and not people pleasing is one of them. People can see if you have confidence and will treat you accordingly. The rest of your social interactions in HS can be good practice for not giving AF. Thankfully you won’t have to see these people btw.

I think you are very mature for knowing what your kink is and accepting it as a part of you instead of trying to change it. Definitely not my thing but I have my own. Best of luck when it comes to dealing with your mom.

Also, I found cutting out dairy really helped with my acne at your age- something worth looking into maybe.