Dunno how old you are OP. But things will get better. We’re humans. This is what we do. Regardless of your orientation, sexual preference, etc we’re all humans. We make mistakes and like I’ve seen other day kids can be brutal. Brutal af. But, once you become an adult none of it matters. You’ll be too busy worried about bills, if you have money to spend, and where you’re going in life to think about times like these. Laugh it off, find a good group of supportive people, and fuck the rest of em.