I could hardly read that but from what I picked up it sounds like your someone thats really uncomfortable to be around in general even when your not trying to be weired dont know what I can suggest but get therapy and try and think before you act a mong I couldn't imagine doing something so strange people asked me to leave someones house on Christmas I mean you've had to really just make a mess of things for that to happen. Another suggestion is go out drinking and meet new people on weekends its a good way to practice social skills with people who you wont see again