and its not even like anything okd this is like 2 days of this and i got caught. with like 4-5 thinfs i dont have a hige fuckinf nest of this stuff this is brand new to me and now im oaying for it im so scared ill lose everything. i know im a shitty oetson for this but god damn i fucking will do anything in my power to get out of this so i dan proce to the workd im not a fucked up giy. just someone who needs to fucning come to his fod damn senses