Illegal porn? Are you talking about what I think you’re talking about?

yeah. im literally just out of control. im so mad at myself i cant ecen explain. disgusted.

Best thing you can do for yourself is calm down and find yourself a therapist, even just your run of the mill therapist can point you in the right direction to someone who specializes in cases like you.

And stop what you’re doing. It is NOT a victimless crime.

Anything else I could say about this will get me banned probably.

holy shit

Lol, enjoy prison.

Last I checked, the mandatory minimum for that type of crime was five years minimum, and federal prison requires you to serve 85% of your sentence.

Delete this and LAWYER

im sorry. im so scared. i hste what ive done. im a horrible person n dont wanna lose my life to a fucking mistake like this

i just wabt help. im not a creep just extremely disappointed in myself.

idk how to do that

You are. You did something horrible that hurts people and you've only "stopped" because you were caught and you're afraid of the consequences.

i am. im so sorry to you. and myself. i dont want sympathy. im just scared ive made a hugr mistake

Youve committed a heinous criminal act and you deserve exactly what you get.

Stop talking about this to literally everyone, go to a lawyer office and they can give you advice moving forward, you will give minimal and vague information until they actually know you needs and can help you. You will pay them to work on your behalf as things happen instead of after, it will cost money. They are the ONLY person you ever mention any possible illegal activities to.

Or, you risk it and hope this fades away and you learn a hard lesson of regret and anxiety for at least a year.

i suppose so. i just wish i coikd take it bsck because im not this kind of person.

Yes you are.

You're literally the person who did it.

i want to blow my br&@ins out seriously. im so decentized i resorted to this.

i am. i truly am. ive lodt myself. thid is already a thing if the past. but im sorry. im seriously sorry. i hate mysekf tor this

Still only worried about yourself.

Also, this is a confession you've written, bud.

Don’t do that, it’s a matter of getting ahead of anything possible or hoping for the best and rising it out.

thank you. im confused on how yo find a latwer. im genuinely sickened with myself and want to redeem myself. id lose my mind if i lost my girlfriend family and other things. im only 20 i literally am onlt 20 and ive fucked up ao fuckin go damn bad jm beyind ashamed of myself im shaking and sweating ive made such a hige mistake.

and its not even like anything okd this is like 2 days of this and i got caught. with like 4-5 thinfs i dont have a hige fuckinf nest of this stuff this is brand new to me and now im oaying for it im so scared ill lose everything. i know im a shitty oetson for this but god damn i fucking will do anything in my power to get out of this so i dan proce to the workd im not a fucked up giy. just someone who needs to fucning come to his fod damn senses

Yeah your probably fucked I know snapchat at least used to have people manually going through nsfw and questionable photography so someone in all likely hood shut your account and reported you. Well at least you’ll have lots of time to practice self control (p.s try not to drop the soap)