When you get shot back over ten years having a flashback over what is happening at the current time but you're in a 3rd person view you don't justify between "a bit much" and just right honestly I have had panic attacks where I seriously can't control what the fuck is happening that's why my stepdad had to go to court for a domestic with his shit split. For reference on a regular day I wouldn't dare step to that man let alone raise a hand so the answer to your question is maybe but I can't stop it either way and well you provoked me