You're pretty irresponsible, and kinda...stupid. like we all make mistakes man, but you need to learn from this. Weed is probably the only drug worth doing recreationally (responsibly ofc)

I made the mistake of abusing marijuana to the point it damaged my relationship, but I learned and bettered. I also abused alcohol in the same way. I'm only saying this so you know Im talking from some experience. I was stupid and irresponsible as well.