Bro, I lost 50k from my peak and dude... Just pull it out man. Please, I walked so you can run.

You do not want to feel like I have for 8 months. After I lost it all because I thought, "whatever, it's only money, I'll make it back." My car blew, my girl left me, and I had debt still, because I didn't sell and pay off my dues.

So okay, maybe I'm regarded, but you can at least lose a car and your girl and still have 80k. I'd implore you to keep the money. If you don't wanna keep it, my debt is 11k, and a good nice guy like you would rather help someone in your own shoes right? So 11k to me and then yolo away if you still feel this isn't sad and can't be you. If you think this can't be you, yolo. And prove me wrong.