Thank you to everyone and God Bless y’all. The biggest thing I’ve learned, from y’all’s interaction with this post, and from others I’ve spoken with today is I have not been holding myself accountable. I keep using my frustration and pain as a excuse to give up. I’ll be ok, and thank y’all again! -but Do keep the help coming. who knows, this may help others in the same position! And please forgive my horrible grammar/spelling, abuse of the typed English language 😅