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8vox8 OP t1_jeeqvmm wrote

He does value me, there's a lot more to it than just the intimate side, I know he loves me and if anything that makes it harder because he always says he'd be lost without me, loves me more than anything, can't see a life without me etc. I know he loves me I just don't think he shows it in the same ways I do

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8vox8 OP t1_jeeq0n2 wrote

I appreciate the honesty and perspective. It's just so difficult because he is a wonderful person, I really do love him and want him to be happy. He always says he would be lost without me and I just can't imagine ever hurting him. But I'm not sure that I am happy, I'm not sure that I want this and I'm not sure this is right for me. It breaks my heart but I don't want to hurt him. I want it to work so so badly but I'm not sure what else I can do

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