Thank you

No no. It's not that kind of love. It is pure and innocent. I love my grandfather as a parent figure.

My grandfather always protected me when he was alive. I remember him once protecting me from a mad bull. I was only 9 years old back then.

Yes he does. He will always protect me

He was my life. Now I believe too that he will always be with me.

Initially I thought it was a dream too. The worst feeling is the feeling of being watched.

Thanks for the suggestion. I will try it tonight. I couldn't close my eyes last night and fell asleep around 5 a.m. after the first rays of sunshine. Hopefully the salt will keep the entities away.

The second part of your comment is relatable. When I saw the apparition/ entity, I was freaked out. Even before my mind could comprehend what was happening, my body started to shake. All this time, I felt as if someone was watching me sleep. Finally when I saw it, it took me some time to process that if my father had to go downstairs, he would had to walk right infront of me. But he never came out of the room. My mind was also in a very fragile state which sums up the whole experience. I still do not know what happened to me. I am trying to find out what exactly happened, and may be through you guys, I will eventually find some answers.

It was a feeling of being watched by some entity. I am not completely sure what it was, but I feel that it was the same entity who disguised as my "father" in a white shirt, or my "mother" who slept beside me the night before.

Because my dad was sleeping next to my mom in his room.

I don't know. I am even feeling creeped out to talk to mom after breakfast.

First thing I did today was recharge my number. I have also got a new emergency flashlight.

I'm too scared to even blink