Too cute.

Oh sweetie, I am so sorry this happened to you. What a POS he is.

If you can’t speak the words to your mom, then plz do as the other commenters say and show her this post.

And plz consider making a police report, bc he doesn’t deserve to walk away without consequences.

However, if you can’t bring yourself to do that at this time, don’t worry about it. The important thing is to know that it wasn’t your fault, and to make sure that you get the care and support that you need. Find some support either online or in person, and get some counseling if possible.

The symptoms you’re describing are from the trauma, and one way or another, we must deal with it, or it can affect us for a long time.

Sending love and virtual hugs.