Then you should’ve left.

Aw I think it’s cute that you both suck, it’s like a match made in hell.

Seriously tho, you keep bringing up what he did to you and trying to justify your actions because he did it first. But you completely lose the right to revenge and anger over it when you chose to continue your relationship. He did wrong, and you could’ve left, but you didn’t. You can’t move on from his actions or put the past behind you but you can use it to justify you getting even with him??? Yikes.

“i’m christian”

cheating is a sin, lying is a sin, you seem like a performative christian. also not sure how paying for sex behind your girlfriends back is better than sex before marriage but you should seriously dump her (she deserves better)