Oh and don't get me wrong I'm not the perfect individual either there's a lot of messed things that I did as well

I tried the whole getting away from her I spent 3 months working on myself getting my life back together one more paycheck and I'll have my license back I am pretty much dependent on myself now but no matter what I was doing she was always on my mind she was the only thing that I could really think about when I got off of work hence the reason I wanted to give us another shot I don't know how to put how I feel for her into words