DueAdhesiveness1229

DueAdhesiveness1229 t1_jcswj09 wrote

It is affordable! And it is obvious I want to protect my soul from that For the pointless joy I might ever extract from this is never matching how filthy and weak I feel after rejection/efforts for such immature cause.

It's like presenting pigs with diamonds. Just for being clingy and needy, a hunger which never satiates

But if so you insightful you are, you can surely keep further on which my insecurities are. I am almost proud of them anyways. At least enough to feel lucky about not suffering your condition

By the way, thanks for the "grim reaper" compliment. Actually having a strong position of Pluto in my chart when born seems to show this feature as properly paying off. This is: I actually am sort of a grim reaper ^^

It's not that hard if you put some will on it.

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DueAdhesiveness1229 t1_jclpg9j wrote

Do not try to climb your way out. Dig deeper. Admit this agonic desire of yours as the mental malaise that has always been.

Abandon them, and know that true happiness does rarely come from things which call us with such unhealthy thirst.

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