I have thought about it.. I’m skeptical though..

Haha .. I totally get your point ..

Just having trouble leting it go.. i know I’m strong enough to overcome whatever this is.. But my brain keeps going back to the pain i felt.. I need to forgive this person to move forward.. i need to let it go..but I can’t

True.. it just feels like I’m climbing the hill.. just need someone to cheer me on and hold my hand at the top to pull me through