I’m still to new for this and like half of this flew over my head, I’ll return someday.

Idk how to reply like that. But Part 1 I believe memory would be the most important part. And nonetheless our consciousness is just a physical part of the brain. Survival is still the foundation all philosophy comes from. We just seem to focus on the why and quality of parts.

Part 2 I’m trying to get to absolute root of why? In all actions. I suppose the necessity of my thoughts and conclusions hasn’t bin a concern of mine.

Part 3 The cat is still dead even if we do not know it is dead. The presumption of our awareness having any affect on the universe is backed by the same reason as magic

Part 4 Thank you for the recommendation and time. It is very appreciated

I believe self awareness is just a small part of the brain like a cog in a system and we aren’t a being or person but a small function in survival. And I believe I “die” each time I zone out. The part of the brain we exist in transfers information across the brain and we do not consciously exist until something stressful our mind cannot properly comprehend comes into play. And like a computer we can retrieve memories from our mind to help make choices and create scenarios. But ultimately it is all we can do before fading out. No matter how stressful something is, do it enough and u zone out. It is a”sad” reality but like the cat in the box, if u wait 100 years to accept the cat is dead, it won’t change the state of the cat. Feedback is appreciated, I’m just beginning my philosophical journey.

Funny how often the acts to promote races and genders only create larger barriers