I judge but then I remember it’s meaningless to care because it’s just water. It’s all recyclable and it’s impossible for me change any of it.

In the past I’ve tried helping people only to be shunned or refused. When I ask for help it evaporates.

I don’t fucking care about any of you.

If none of this has any meaning, and I don’t feel very compelled to give it any meaning, why the fuck are people so upset if I chose to end it?