I will say I did not get this drunk on purpose. And in the entire time I’ve been dating him this is about the second time either of us have gotten drunk together. I know this can come off as a bit defensive but typically having some drinks just makes me really talkative and silly and sometimes a bit handsy.

I will say I definitely do not plan to ever drink on an empty stomach again and definitely will never be getting excessively drunk around him.

Not any specific insecurities that I know of.

I’m assuming that I might have said it to get a rise out of him or as some fucked up salty drunk joke. I know that my friends and I clown on each other a lot drunk or not but I usually don’t do it around him.

I did want to keep it vague purely due to privacy but it was something along the lines of “I wish you were more fun” which I 100% do not think or feel and have never expressed anything remotely similar to. I don’t know the context or way I said it at all.