Better be! I linked the Pinterest in the comments because apparently you can’t dm links

YIPPE! I can’t wait for an update! Your on the right track already I’m so proud of you! I’ll dm you the Pinterest board it’s so cute you’ll love journaling

YES. Come back when you block them and give me an update I know how hard it is, but remember why your leaving. Does he know your email? If so block his. Block him on all and any social media you know he has. If you have any pictures you’ve sent him and he still has them DELETE them. Every single one.

The amazing thing about friends is you can ALWAYS make new ones. Literally. 7 billion people on the world and it’s not slowing down anytime soon I swear you will find BETTER.!

I am so happy your gonna try journaling! I love it and I can share you some pics of my journaling book if you’d like, or share you my Pinterest board for inspiration!

You honestly remind me of myself which is why I am going so hard on this, I want you to have all the tools necessary to end this chapter of your life and start a new one.

Don’t just say your going to do it, do it right now. As somebody with BPD as I mentioned I know exactly how it is to wanna go back and relapse or rethink and wanna blame yourself and try to justify somebodies actions don’t do that. Don’t do any of that.

Open up to somebody in your life, tell them how you feel and what’s happening. Block those friends, block him, block anybody that knows him be done with it and you need to take a BREAK from relationships and focus on finding coping mechanisms. Journaling helps me and sewing and crocheting. I saw you mention that your a college student so if you like writing you might enjoy journaling to. It helps a lot more than you’d think. Getting out your feelings with artistic expression is also very helpful. Painting, crocheting, sewing, drawing, sketching, doodling, anything really. Maybe start looking into spirituality to, I find that helps me also and start surrounding yourself with positive affirmations.

Learn how to self soothe and remember to use your coping mechanisms even when it’s difficult and you have strong urges to go back or relapse just remind yourself why you left in the first place.

I see you like Reddit so find a group centered and focused around healing or find some on tumblr I swear there’s 100’s. For now you need to focus on YOU, and college. Period.

Baby girl.. BLOCK HIM. Have you lost your ever loving mind? BPD or not MOVE ON. MOVE ON. I cannot stress this enough.. block him on ALL social media platforms, block his gmail, block your old friends, block ANYBODY you know that still talks to him. PERIOD. No if’s and’s or buts about it.

You need to tell your therapist if you have one, you need to tell your parents you need help, and you need to start taking your medication properly if you aren’t already. From somebody with BPD to.. YOUR NOT branded, your NOT an object, he CANNOT use you and you are worth MORE than that. MORE than him. Stop degrading yourself, stop wasting your time on him and for the love of god STOP giving him SEXUAL FAVORS.