One time I looked up at the moon and I swear it looked like I was in a dark container and there was a tiny hole to a bright light. Made me wonder what other things people perceived or stories they came up with!

More life and more death. I’m convinced the cycle never ends just expands somehow.

Same.Went to Mayo even. But I didn’t like the answer they gave me because I’ve been depressed my whole life so I didn’t make sense why now. So I went to a nutritionist to get a third opinion. She ran a stool test and found I had a bacterial infection (C diff). I am now getting proper treatment. Mayo was going to let me walk around believing my brain was the issue and that a stool softener and adding another antidepressant was the solution. If the help Mayo gave you is enough than good!! But if not I would recommend finding a local nutritionist, naturopath, anything.