I pretty much have been blaming myself for everything so I’ve not been adding his faults so much because I do blame myself (I think it’s part of the depression) even if he had cut me with a blade I’d think it was all my fault:/ I can’t help it

He didn’t pick anything up:( I’ve been picking all the pieces up, I’ve had no support from him at all just constantly being dangled on a string, one minute he wants me the next he doesn’t

My depression started because we agreed no visitors, he then had people over constantly when I was recovering, he would lie to me about dumb stuff, play video games up until 2am instead of help me with the baby, I was super alone, so I’d get upset and argue with him because I needed his help, he wouldn’t like it when my family would come over so again I was so isolated as a new mother, but I do understand where you’re coming from