I suffer from bouts of depression, and I can assure you you have it in you. Sometimes you literally have to drag yourself, kicking and screaming, to make the changes. If you wait until you want to do it, it will never happen. You have to force yourself at metaphorical gunpoint.

I love how people act surprised when these athletes that have literally never led a normal life, never even had a real job, have been heralded as a hero since youth, turn out to be spoiled twats.

A lot of young and inexperienced drinkers on this thread I see hahaha

Sometimes a small amount of alcohol can cause you to black out. It's not always a 1:1 ratio. Sometimes I can drink 20 beers and be fine, sometimes I drink two and have the worst hangover ever. I've seen this happen to people before. And if you blacked out, you might have drank more than you thought. One thing to also consider is if you're taking any medication. Another thing to consider is that this stuff happens sometimes. I've been around drunk people for enough decades to know that sometimes people get disproportionately drunk compared to how many drinks they had, and many times think they were drugged but forget that alcohol itself is a very powerful drug with unpredictable results.