RaddyBaddy

RaddyBaddy t1_j9f024a wrote

You may think that you can get away with anything, but on the day of judgement, no one can help you. Life may seem like a smooth ride, but it is full of ups and downs, and eventually it will all come crashing down. When that happens, who will you turn to for help? As the Bible says in Psalm 121:2, "My help comes from the Lord, the Maker of heaven and earth." When all else fails, we must turn to God for help, for He is the only one who can truly provide us with the help and strength we need.

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RaddyBaddy t1_j9ez3qs wrote

Yeah, I know the pain definitely. I have been rejected by the world and my own family eventually abandoned me. I take the blame really, I'm aware people simply don't like looking at me and hate me. I know for sure I'm mostly alone in this world. The only thing that keeps me going though is The Father, Jesus Christ, The Holy Ghost. I didn't have any motivation, I didn't know what to do with my life. I didn't have a future or what I wanted to be when I grew up. Everything was simply blank in my mind and I couldn't come up with anything besides wanting to become a bright shining colorful Christmas tree, of course, everyone laughed and mocked me in school, that was when I was at least 7 years old. Yeah, I don't know what to do, besides being homeless. I guess, it's hard for me to smile and even if I do, I end up disgusting people. I'm not ugly but I'm not handsome neither, so I don't know. I'm 25 now, and I'm trying to get back on my feet. It hurts in my heart but I trust in Jesus. I'm trying to keep my faith in Him and I'm hoping that He will show me the way. I'm still struggling but I'm trying to stay positive and I'm praying every day that I will find the strength to keep going.

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After walking for a few minutes on the sidewalk with all my stuff on my back and front, I was simply thinking about my loneiness. That's when I stopped in my tracks and looked up and noticed a Rainbow Halo in the sky, I know my Father is remining me of his Faithfulness and Love for me, I gotta keep trying.

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