Why exactly did you get engaged if you aren’t sure that you’re in love?

6 months is already not a super long time to get to know a boyfriend, much less a life partner. Why not just stay boyfriend and girlfriend while your relationship develops is you’re already not feeling just …..eh, and not exactly sure if things will last ?

Could you explain a bit more what the reason for was for an engagement at this moment ? Besides you having similar values ?

It probably is best to break things off. Your gf doesn’t deserve someone thats disgusted by her. It is a sign of your own insecurity and if you can’t see yourself getting over it then let her go. You’d feel really shitty if your partner was disgusted by you for doing the exact same things that they had done.

She has a past like almost everyone else on the planet, including you. Probably best to not be in a relationship until you can be comfortable with that. But make it clear that this is something YOU need to work through, not something SHE needs to walk you through.

You’re still not sure if your fiancé likes you after 4 years? Not even loves you, you’re not sure if he likes you? This is a bigger problem than overthinking.

Why are you planning to get married to someone who’s feelings you’re still questioning ?

He did break up with you. “I can’t be in a relationship with you right now” is a clear as you can be when breaking up with someone. Im sorry.