Youngblood by 5 Seconds of Summer

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Freckles

It’s very specific, but… I sleep on my stomach with the left leg in the sitting in a chair position, right leg stretched out, head facing left. Somehow my hand reaches to my back to comfort myself to sleep.

When I was in 8th grade, I was extremely self-conscious and ugly and made fun of. There was a field trip to a pool. I stopped eating to lose weight and look better in my swimsuit so I wouldn’t be bullied as much. I didn’t eat breakfast and only a tiny bit of food from my lunch, the same thing with dinner. I started losing energy fast, and could barely keep my head up from dizziness in class. It did nothing. I didn’t eat normally for about 3 weeks.