Because I had anxiety problems, I could never sleep. Not like just not much but at all. I'd be awake for a week before finally crashing out and even then it was never a comfortable satisfactory sleep.

My partner discovered that I'd sleep like a baby if I put my head on her and she'd run her fingers through my hair. It was such a comforting feeling I just drifted off. I really miss that.

Screw that. I get what you mean about the euphoria but I got addicted to them and they came very close to destroying everything in my life. Never again, quit cold turkey thank goodness.