As I’m getting closer to 40 I don’t want to push the risks that come along with having a child at an older age. 🫤

The last year and a half? Yes. The past month, no.

In his defence, it was the first time he didn’t want to try. But I feel like we need to jump on any opportunity regardless if either of us were tired or full from a large meal (his reasons). Especially considering per our last conversation, this was to be the last month we were going to try.

It’s not that I don’t want to try anymore or have that if it happens it happens mentality, it’s I grow more and more concerned the older I get. I’m getting too close to 40 for my comfort. 🫤