TheNegAgeN

TheNegAgeN t1_jacj83s wrote

Running without food extinguishes life faster, instead we gotta eat, to eat we need money, to get money we need to work, to work we need to educate and learn, to learn we have to be able to keep our minds healthy, to stay sane we try to have fun.

Nowadays having fun often costs money since were too developed and lazy to have fun through the scarcity of things, so were stuck in a loop, where no outcome except for a few individuals results in running to dreams.

Tl;dr Cant run if next-gen advanced video-game invisible walls are there.

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TheNegAgeN t1_ja9kkdp wrote

Reply to comment by LeoReddit2019 in [Image] by lawwal93

This is not adhd, nobody can stop thinking. I dont have adhd, i too have this.

Your brain can also not work above like 5% simultaneously, or you literally die.

But i get the frustration nonetheless. The trick is to try and focus on sonething else, like breathing, this is why mindfullness exist.

Though i do see people with adhd struggle to "focus" on "something else" so I guess the point still stands.

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TheNegAgeN t1_j1exe0f wrote

This entire thread is my shower thoughts manifested. Except everyone gets it.

What even is happening. I do feel really silly now my thoughts are finally so easily "confirmed". I lived like a robot , thinking others will guard me, untill they didnt and i face planted so hard I barely seem to recover.

In a way for someone that has always believed others do it better, and becoming very dependent, its terrifying knowing that actually alot of things i could do better if i just took initiative. Running behind someone where you know exactly how fast to run or what way to go, is comforting compared to running up front where you cant see anyone else, alone.

Im that guy that becomes passive, affraid of making mistakes to a fault, only to then see someone else fail so hard it annoys me and I have to correct them. Why couldnt i do that. Damn life is tiny if you know that you are trapped in a glass box and you cant seem to find a hammer.

It helps knowing this, but my convictions are rusted, its still hard to change now. Ive proven to myself that indeed nobody knows anything. Better late then never i guess.

Sorry for ranting. This post was positively received i swear!

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