I think you hit the nail on the head with me feeling like he fell in love with the wrong person. So when he said he wanted to be with me and divorce her, I believed him. Well they didn't get divorced for another 2 years. And I stuck around like am idiot. Because he made me believe that we were meant to be together. So why am I fighting for this? I guess because I truly believed him when he gave me his reasons for cheating, when I told me I was all he wanted. If I could go back I would change a lot because I didn't realize how much I was being used. But then I use the excuse that it was the situations fault not his fault which is why I stuck around. I appreciate you taking the time to respond. I know be isn't the person he pretends to be. It's just hard excepting that.

Thanks for your help

Yeah I guess I just have a hard time trusting myself. And when he tells me he is being truthful with me I want to trust him, even tho it doesn't add up.

A new brain I guess lol

At work 🙃