amyss

amyss t1_j9ncvi1 wrote

For a history buff the timeframe is incredibly off…1858 was before the Civil War, my dad was born in 1950 and was lucky enough to have the proper # to get out of the Vietnam draft “lottery” (late 1960s to 72). If your grandfather was in London before Abraham Lincoln was elected he would be kind of dead before the 1960s, not having a falling out with his 100+ year old son…also questioned how he was courting his future wife in 1858 yet still later that night thought of her and his child Daniel at home waiting for him that brought him to his senses, so really not trying to nitpick but with so many discrepancies extremely difficult to make heads or tails of anything. Except yeah spider lady ate your great grandfather’s buddy.

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amyss t1_j9dmb8j wrote

It’s the most natural thing in the world, and at ANY AGE- to crave the love and protection of your mother. So many are Susan Smiths and Casey Anthonys though… and I am willing to bet you’ve forgiven past actions of hers that were far from maternal love- because that’s what we do. Don’t beat yourself up just realize she’s dangerous and unworthy of being part of your life. ❤️ and strength to you, from someone who has survived attempts on my life.

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amyss t1_j9dkadd wrote

Just from what I know about your situation, you need to disappear yourself and seriously like do it yesterday- this neediness is so far from love, and with her knowledge of drugs, your LIFE is on the line. Good luck, as daughters of crazy mothers we need to stick together and help with reality checks because I understand the guilt, but honey if you value your life remember the fear that night… and get yourself a new name and leave.

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amyss t1_j6h11t6 wrote

Your boy GONE, call police and animal control say he had 100% personality change and tried to bite you. If you kill him whatever possessed him may stick around. Dammit Nosleep after midnight 😖

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amyss t1_izhj34a wrote

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An amazing connection… ever since I was little songs made words and notes so exponentially MORE than they were without singing,my whole life has been music

My condolences OP, amazing story

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