Sure thing. Wasn't trying to diagnose, just mention a thing to look up on the internet. That's why I called it self discovery.

It's most probably an autistic trait you are expressing and I'm not even joking. It's called hyper focusing and it's very common. Look it up and look up autism in general. You might find your brain works a little differently to everyone else's.

I hope it helps you figure some stuff out and hope you enjoy your journey of self discovery.