I split based on income when I was single but living with a partner but once I got married it all went into the family pot so there was no splitting (tho in theory that is the same as splitting based on income)

You have treated this girl poorly by jerking her around. It’s not like you were getting married or have a baby or commit to being together for life, we’re talking about being in an exclusive relationship so not sure what your issue is. You are very lucky she’s giving you the time of day and she has NOTHING to be sorry about.

Love and compatibility are two different things. You two clearly are not compatible because if you were, you would be more peaceful. If you find tho that you are angry at everyone, maybe you just have anger issues that need to be resolved. But seriously, you two need to to just be apart.

Edit to add, you really need to get help for your drug use. What have you done about that? If you really want to see change in your life, that is a great place to statt

Metal measuring spoons and cups. All clad makes nice ones. Debuyer carbon steel frying pan. Duralex glasses.

Do you smile? Smiling isn’t natural for me but the moment I started practicing, people’s attitudes towards me changed, both from men and women. Approachability is everything.

Wow! I’d never have thought of that. Thanks for the good tip!