I’m proud of you. First step is usually the hardest. The long road to recovery is one well worth traveling on

Flat chest/small bust. It isn’t an infantilization thing or anything gross like that. Sometimes I just find large breasts grotesque or weird. I think its just imaging women having back problems with them. I feel like like motorboating them than giving a woman a back massage to ease her pain than anything

That being said if you have big boobs and like them more power to you