I really appreciate that! Its been a tough couple of weeks but i am trying to be better. I feel nothing will be the same again but thats fine. Staying sober is the goal, atleast around the friends.

Sorry, english wasnt my first language. I meant to say that they felt that they wanted to leave. I see the confusion

They didnt actually leave the party though. I mentioned what happened in the post. Nothing happened which would classify it as rape or molesting happened (according to the girls). But yeah it was a tough night and a real wake up call that i am taking. I am more of a social drinker and not an alcoholic, but as someone else mentioned, I will try being sober. I havent done anything of this sort in the past (sober or drunk) but would prefer to completely eliminate the possibility.

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Definitely had way too much alcohol and its completely my fault for sure. One of the girls even replied and accepted my apology and gave me forgiveness.

But she did say that I need time to understand the situation and then maybe our paths can cross again (we were on good terms and friendly)

Its never a stranger that I get touchy with. Always the people closer to me. But yes for sure, I need to work hard on that.

Appreciate the honesty. I did go to a therapist before, but not anymore ever since I moved away