I used to work at a call center handling legal cases, some involving sexual abuse. We’d often get people that mentioned being suicidal and we were instructed to transfer them to the hotline. Every single time I had to call to transfer I was out on a super long hold before being connected. I always felt so bad

I lost two days of time week before last when my depression was at its peak. I didnt even realize it until monday when I was at work and kept looking on my calendar for a meeting I had sworn had occurred the thursday prior. Nope. Monday. I just completely lost tuesday and wednesday laying in bed all day. I wasnt even watching tv or doing something just laying in bed awake.