$340 because I was still paying off people's gas outrageous new customer deposit fees. Otherwise it would have been $268

I'll look into this. Your offer for meeting up is so sweet. I've been trying to meet more friends and it's so incredibly hard when a lot of people are very flaky.

Thank you. It makes it hard because I could have seen myself with this person and I was finally allowing myself the experience of just letting things happen as they were going so effin well. It's been a week since I've spoken to him but it feels like a huge loss

I hope we recover too

The guy who I was seeing totally ghosted me. I felt like it was going so damn well we were so happy together and I feel like my breath has been taken from me. It was the best I've ever been treated by a guy and he just threw it all away like that. Just goes to show no one is ever truly there for you 100%.

Been crying everyday for the last week but hey I had incredible Chinese food last night