I'm hoping with the break I'm taking I take it less seriously when I come back. I don't want to care as much as I do, but I can't help it.

I care too much about my performance in pvp specifically! I expect to win almost every fight and it's just not reasonable. I get frustrated while doing this to the point where I'm not even having fun, even if I have a good game. I recently decided to take a break from pvp games because of this.