Started writing this song about the ridiculous amount of bands my old ass has played in (20+, only counting bands that played live at least once) and ended up being a love song to the band I'm playing in. This one's for those who can't help but play music and appreciates the ones you're playing it with

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https://youtu.be/1cnQOdPyxT0

Celebration Guns - "Existential Love Song"

FFO - twinkle/emo/math rock

After my divorce, I was single without much of an attempt at dating for acouple of years. I didn’t expect to find love ever again and spent time trying to be okay with being with myself. A lot of that time involved a lot of “existential” thinking, i.e. why am i here and what is the purpose? Combined with a depression diagnosis, it all sent me down a path where life felt a bit meaningless and like it’s never going to change. Unexpectedly, I reconnected with someone I’ve known for many years and realized she was my person and that finding love again was possible. I truly feel that allowing myself to use time alone to learn how to accept myself was necessary before being able to be a good partner to someone else