Yeah I'm aware there is a difference. Having had shots of gin, I can say with confidence there is nothing about a gin and tonic or gin by itself that I think is appealing, hence my astonishment when someone enjoys it or calls it their drink or choice.

I can see that. But gin... Phewwwie

Lmaooo. How someone can enjoy gin and tonic is really beyond me. I can't unsee that when I see someone who likes it.

Since I'm ignorant can you explain why?

Yeah, I think that was the initial one, regarding density.

Per dollar? Per kilogram?

I presume that means to offer them the medication at some point instead of a placebo?

I don't know but I'm sending good energy your way.

As some others have suggested, doing something you're passionate about such as improving your own situation somehow, that would be great I think.

You know everyone I read about tinnitus, I can begin hearing this. It's like when an old CRT TV is on in the background playing nothing, but can hear the high pitched squealing.

I wonder if it's in my mind or if my mind has just been zoning it out not sure.

My right ear was injured by an ear doctor, who did a job on my ear with the alligator things when I was a kid. I was crying in the chair and had to finish one ear before we left. That ear has been jacked up ever since.