I don’t think you have to worry about me hurting myself again. That incident was a wake up call to work on improving my mental health and not make mistakes like that again

Thanks for your support. At least I know never to do something like that again. That’s a mistake I’ve learned from and a wake up call to work on my anger issues

Thank you for your support. Hopefully my injury heals up sooner rather than later but the progress is frustratingly slow and I’m seriously afraid I’ll eventually end up with a permanent scar, even if the damage is otherwise fully healed funcionally

I did see a counseler and we’ve been working on ways to make sure that I never make mistakes like that again. To be fair, I’ve had a pretty rough year and I do have anger issues from time to time, but that fuck up with the knife was a waking call for me to work on improving my emotional and mental well-being to prevent shit like this from ever happening again. I wasn’t suicidal, I just had a pretty short explosive fuse and it has led to previous fuck ups I regret. Now I’m cautious about even giving into my anger and I dread getting super pissed because that’s when I become the most reckless

I’d say intentional, but I wasn’t thinking clearly because I was so blinded with rage. Never doing that again