The very last episode is just so perfect. Everything gets explained in one elegant twist. A-MAZ-ING, you should give it another go, even if you get a bit lost for a while. Also, theres an accompanying website which explains all relationships, that really helps a lot

I know the feeling. Related feelies: I often have this sense of … I don‘t know, loss? When I realise I can never watch something for the first time again. I can do rewatches but say with an incredible show like DARK (and others, like Severance) the absolute amazement at the twists and turns, i can never relive watching it for the first time and that makes me sad sometimes.