Do you really love him or are you just wearing rose colored infatuation glasses for a guy old enough to be your father with a creepy habit of frequently dating women who are barely legal? Girl get it together

There’s no way he doesn’t remember assaulting you twice. You deserve so much better than this, do not let him hurt you again. Being drunk lowers our inhibitions but it doesn’t change who we are as people. He showed you exactly who he is. Run.