The fantasy you have does not mean you’re crazy or that you’re bi. Honestly, it’s probably more common than you think. However, you need to get therapy and medicine and do it soon, otherwise, you’re going to ruin your relationship. I know that when I was 19, I wouldn’t have been able to deal with something like this for very long. Your college may be able to provide you with help (mine had a psychiatrist and therapists) at a reduced price. I’d check that out today because you sound like you’re about to spiral.
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Reply to I [f22] need help coping with my bfs [m19] past by polishmuffinz
The fantasy you have does not mean you’re crazy or that you’re bi. Honestly, it’s probably more common than you think. However, you need to get therapy and medicine and do it soon, otherwise, you’re going to ruin your relationship. I know that when I was 19, I wouldn’t have been able to deal with something like this for very long. Your college may be able to provide you with help (mine had a psychiatrist and therapists) at a reduced price. I’d check that out today because you sound like you’re about to spiral.