And these feelings are the things that prevent me from doing these things. I can’t dance, or speak another language, or even sing in front of people I love because of it. It makes me feel like a real buzz kill when everyone is having fun and I’m just watching.

Best thing you can do for yourself is calm down and find yourself a therapist, even just your run of the mill therapist can point you in the right direction to someone who specializes in cases like you.

And stop what you’re doing. It is NOT a victimless crime.

Anything else I could say about this will get me banned probably.

Illegal porn? Are you talking about what I think you’re talking about?

Stop acting like you’re the victim in this lol

Yup. They’re both pieces of shit, but that was amazing.